My life has no sense anymore.
I won't see another smile like yours, you know, I've been submitted all these years, forced to refuse you because you were unreachable by my parents standards, but hell.
Now probably I did the worst decision of my life, but as I said earlier I am and always be late for anything that I wanna do in my life, so forgive me, if I do something stupid in the future, it's not your fault, I just want to tell you how much I loved you, but I'm a limitedness person, without any goal in my life. so yeah.
Forgive me.
I don't care if this post will be rewarded or not, I will probably won't be able to see the outcome at the end of the day.
I apologize everyone.