Adulthood really brings new perspectives to us. Sometimes it would even dispel the myth we have told to ourselves on the past younger years. Just like telling ourselves that it is an alone situation when we only do things with ourselves but later on, we will understand that the ability to be with ourselves is an underrated skill and essential one. In alone times, we can find ourselves. Put thoughts clearly and give meaning to what is needed. We find ourselves more in a place and time when and where we do not need to perform. No rush. I am happy you chose to choose yourself first on that day. May you be blessed in life.❤️