Doubt - The Uncertainty Within

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As long as i live, uncertainty is inevitable
Sometimes i find myself in the negative thought
And the question remains "what if"?
At times i feel it's better to live not knowing
Than to anticipate for the unknown
And get disappointed at the end.

People say your future lies in your hands
How i wish i can see it ahead of time
Even when i projected a future for myself
Working towards it day and night
But at a point, i felt insecure
As uncertainty shielded my mind
Played a fast one on me and left me in the dark
I was alone wallowing in my thoughts.

What if this was never my future?
What if all my thoughts were never meant to be?
I wish i had a cure for uncertainty
I wish i can tell the next scene of life
But I’m human who always wish to have everythig.

The human spirit is strong and very tough
Passes through a test whenever things go rough
Always fighting back in order to stay strong
Even though i feel broken and cry
I always remember how much i tried
Because i know someday it's going to be over
Accept the inevitable
Make efforts to make your life stable.