It's hard to put into words. On one hand I've decided to live exactly how you've described starting now. On the other hand, I've been living like that all along and haven't seen any major results. You can live without thinking about how people receive it, but at the end of the day, that million dollar deal depends on other people. I don't care how they feel, I want that million dollar deal because it's there and why not.

The pattern I noticed is that sticking to my morals has often stopped me from doing what I felt like doing at the moment and receiving the reward I know I deserve, so perhaps that is the missing link for me.

It doesn't mean I will throw my morals out completely, but perhaps nothing deserves to be followed dogmatically. I want a bedroom that has windows and doesn't stink. If being a bit of a dick will get me to enough abundance to shift my thinking to abundance mentality, then whatever! Am I warped? Is this wrong? Do I care?