You already know first hand... sometimes, life will really... REALLY... test you. Not my place to judge or condemn... and not my style. But I'm sorry for the situation you are in. Are there no options available for help where you are? You are in a bad spot I know... Your positive attitude is a good start. Forget all the bad; your parents are your parents. When they are gone... it's too late to say sorry. Remember that, for what it's worth...
Think about this...
Playing with friends is a great way to take your mind off things. But I also know you want to be more active on our blockchain. So... maybe find a happy medium? Also remember... nothing good, comes easy. I don't have an answer that will miraculously make things better. But I do send you positive energy and thoughtfulness...
One day at a time...
Love and light ✨
Wes...
!LUV
RE: The rough times keep coming, but there is hope to prevail.