I was raised by grandparents who went through the Great Depression, and had a Mom with MS who worked one main job, and several side jobs to make ends meet; no Dad around... just Mom and I and the grandparents. So you can imagine that my childhood was not like most kids. I learned early on what hospitals, nursing homes, and funeral homes were. No... I am not complaining, mind you. Rather... just to say, "I get it...", I really do. I think your method is quite admirable, and I applaud you for taking the time to think about the "whole thing".
"Normally, I wouldn't write something like this. But... I needed an outlet. Even if nobody read this I needed to get my thoughts out just to release some of emotion."
Despite what others may think... That's a part of the positive energy that our blockchain holds. Engaging with others... even if it isn't something "fun". Because.. well... life isn't always fun... right? I send positive energy your way, brother, I hope you are having a good Monday. Love and light...
RE: When Life Takes a Turn: Confronting Illness and Loss