I must publish a studio update to clean up my desktop so that I can focus. I can not focus and i think I need to do a health cleanse. It has been a long time coming and i have been letting my health slip more and more until I am basically at rock bottom having depressing thoughts. its time for me to regain control of my life and become myself again. my body is probably riddled with parasites, and its effecting every single thing in my life and all the things im trying to acomplish including the people in my life.

One doesnt get to be a piece of shit without any consequences.
This i have learned the hard way. I have watched myself lose control of my emotions to the point where it caused me to lose everything.

the last peak i had in my life was when i was living in my studio and eating the carnivour diet. but i have learned that this wears out the adrenal glands. so it now makes sense why i have snapped back to what seems like much worse.

i have a gut pain now. this is not good. this means i probably have parasites. this is how you die. my body is literally dying now unless i do something to clean the toxins out so that it can heal.

anyways

Here is the Art Update as of late

the html art

was never able to publish this that i worked a whole month on.
i put it up on github pages for you to view.
all i ask is that you shrink the viewport down to about 4 inches wide and 6 inches tall to view.

https://webgnar.github.io/webcraft/

would look cool on an ipad

the game

Been cooking in crocotile

this is basically a game dev update but like i have been saying this is my "art" now instead of painting. but also according to what i wrote earlier this could be due to how toxic my body is. lets hope not. lets hope i can resurface and come back to life and actually become more productive.