When everything you’ve believed or thought no longer seems relevant , important or even true. Lying just below the surface lurks an intense urge to release those old memories, guilt, and shame. Even lifelong comfortable traditional thoughts feel as if they need to be released to be replaced by something fresh.
My list of physical symptoms included, but are not limited to the following:
Lost my faith in humans and god
My luck ran out, my life began to dissolve in many situations (career, money, depression, without purpose)
Deep sleep
Dreaming
Headache center left side of head
Tire easily
Lessening anxiety
Creative inclinations increasing
Something missing, spiritual yearning
Adjustments to diet, kicking addictions
It’s feeling like a need to make peace with yourself and your world.
Last year after a few life changes occurred I began to explore mindfulness to overcome my anxiety. Some months prior to that I’d began taking 3-5mg of Melatonin at night for sIeep. Then “boom” the flu hit me hard after not having it since my childhood.
Shortly after recovering from the flu the repetitive numbers started, first it was 1111, then 222 followed by 333 and 444. I’d heard sometimes numerology becomes an interest during a spiritual awakening. However, I didn’t necessarily believe it.
Synchronicity, coincidences, random numbers kept appearing to the point where they are unavoidable. The more your mind begins focusing on them, the stronger the force you create in your reality. The subconscious is awaking. Seeing repeating numbers is a trigger to awakening long term memory. A link to the souls blueprint here on earth.
Suddenly, along with my shifting interests and concern about my addictive nature, my research began in earnest to seek answers about this shift. The detailed dreams and actually remembering them, came with low level headaches that persisted in the front portion of my head, slightly left of center.
After a lot of soul searching and reading it became apparent a spontaneous Kundalini awaking was happening. It’s not always awakened by preparation, traveling to see a yogi or doing yoga practices. There is a noticeable combination of reactions of the mental, emotional, spiritual and physical body.
It’s the “Life Force” rising up from the base of the spine (like a serpent), animating the body, the etheric body, as it passes through the chakras. Finally joining with its opposite force descending through Sahasrara chakra to open a higher consciousness.
Kundalini Awakening is about the rebirth of yourself and reclaiming your divinity as an infinite creative being.
