Read all the books and abraham too and much more for the last ten years, and find, sometimes it works if I'm not thinking about it, but mostly, the more I envisage what I want the less it comes. I really don't know if I have a block or am cursed or what, but have given up for now on hoping for anything that I want other than just existing through the days. Funny really, but what I want is £30 a day so I can be independent and travel, write and take photos; not a lot to ask for. Been working all hours of the day on it for last ten years ever since I heard of the law of attraction...