After hours of suffering and being in pain, I ended up in bed for the second time.
I kept the hot water bag close. Warmth helps to relax.
My day could easily be spoiled.
The third day without water, terrible pain for hours, and it was hard to drink and eat a bit. Still, I didn't feel that way.
What I thought before I fell asleep was "I have a good life".
It might not sound like it and it's not an easy one but it's so much better as it once was. I am my own boss, I can do what I like. The house is mine, the bed is, there's no need to comfort anyone and I can feel miserable without people asking for my attention, complaining I am always ill, blah, blah, blah.
I asked myself (again) if there's anything I would really want to do if... this is the end of my life or more if I am satisfied with what I achieved.
Would or could I do more? Do I have any wishes? Should I do anything at all?
For sure I might regret I didn't meet some people in my life, I don't know how some of them are doing, I didn't travel to Japan or stayed in Tunisia but if it comes to it these were all choices I made. They were made at a certain point I thought it was the best thing to do.
It's impossible to have or do everything.
I never felt the need to so if it comes to it I can do without it since I have a good life.
How about you? Are you satisfied about your life?**
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