I want to write this. Into the blockchain. For all to see. For it to always be imprinted and remembered. Because I need to state my voice. I need to be heard.
Dear Mother.
I love you so much. It took me many years to realize that you were sick. That you - are - sick.
You have your issues. Those issues have grown into your psyche, and as you never took care of yourself, you started showing symptoms. Hard to understand, hard to see. It has taken me all of my life until this point where I finally - finally - can say that I understand. I understand that you are sick.
All the things you have said to me. When you were mean. When your use of words was just part evil. I believed in those words, I made it a part of myself, I made myself small.
But not anymore.
I even love you dearly, so so much, even after all these years. I love you.
And I don't believe in those mean things anymore. And I know that you are grateful for that.
God Bless You. I Love you. Happy Mother's Day.
