As a hardcore anarchist and convinced unschooler dad I'm really shocked by your statement of compulsory kids jail and forced slavery as a murder for a gang of criminals (government). All I read till today from you made me feel to resonate with you a lot. I can understand your fear to be murdered and living in an unpleasant environment. But you seem for me intelligent, so think about, do you really think force people will make your environment better?

Of course, I'm not in your situation neither in your shoes. But the funny thing is, after having so many dangerous situations in my life, making so much crazy stuff. I'm 100% sure that the worst thing on this fucking planet is fear, and fear is the thing which fucks all this world up.

Death is not a choice, everybody will die, and nobody can tell when. So in my personal opinion, it makes no sense at all to fear death. But it makes a lot of sense to fight for liberty, liberty is where everybody can prosper, liberty can bring people voluntary together. Everything else is only mistrust. And for myself, I trust nothing and nobody related to any government. And I have proofs in my own life that government is the enemy of everybody and everything, not the friend. Every day I see things where the government is screwing people over because they are correct and straight, similar to China where they farm and kill people (Falun Gong) who meditate and believe in truthfulness, compassion, and forbearance. But it would be to easy to look only at China, or Russia, or the US, or the UK, or Germany, or France... And I have seen with my own eyes while being more than 2000 days in jail in my life. Ironically my first jail time was because of a violent crime caused by the oppression of government and society. I wanted only to fight back, I had no "criminal" contacts before and my intention was neither money nor harm somebody specific at that time. Still today a have so a shitload full of hate in me, and still, it's like schizophrenic, I hate society, hate people support the government, but not really each individual. It is almost impossible for me to explain, while I often help somebody without expecting something in return, without anybody needs to know about, I hate the system and people supporting the system (and if it is only out of fear or stupidity) for doing so.

I don't know what was really the intention of my text, but I think I started really to like you and I'm disappointed about your world view in this case. I'm far from perfect, more probably the contrary, for that, I have probably also no more friends and I'm probably crazy, but I still believe freedom is what matters most. So, please, if you are as inteligent as I believe you are, please think about if force innocent people is really the right thing to do to combat fear because it will not combat violence or crime.

I wish you the best! Have a great day when you get up soon, while I will go no to bed!
@vthor

PS: Since years I think when someday I have enough money I will build open learning houses. Because every kid WANT to learn until it is forced to do so. And I think I was all the years wrong. This had should be my mission.