I know that everything will be fine. This is a phrase that my friend and I are talking to each other every two or three months. "Nothing, all sooner or later it will be good." And now I'm aware of a special sensation, everything will be fine. Everything has already become good.
Sometimes I feel unhappy. Patients tired, driven into a corner, but to understand that it was not so I can only when I turn back. Yes, it was hard and bad for me. But how much all the good happened between, and what people surrounded me, when I needed help.
Finally, my inner dialogue subsides. Finally, I'm learning to express my emotions directly, and not be eaten by them. Finally, it's easy for me to spend time alone, as it once was. Finally, I see progress in what I strive for.
Finally, I'm not just happy, I'm aware of my happiness. Calm and balanced. I'm still swaying in the wind, but the balance has become easier to keep.