Eighteen I was three months ago. To be honest, I do not know why everyone is waiting for this date. "I'm eighteen, now everything is possible" or "now I'm an adult, do what I want" - these are, in fact, the last things that are worth seriously thinking about. Yes, with majority you can buy alcohol or cigarettes, walk till the morning, break away at the club and then justify yourself with the date of birth in your passport, but this is by far not the most important thing. Life on the principle of "try everything as soon as possible" does not always meet expectations.
This is what I need. Do not rush to feel this supposedly adult life. Yes, now I probably seem to me an awful bore, but I made one more conclusion for myself - for everyone it comes in due time, and I'm not yet fully ripe for this. On my account, there is already alcohol bought by friends, birthdays with overnight stays, drinks and music until the morning, night parties, but not everywhere I felt comfortable. While I'm just fine with my close people, it's good in a warm and sincere company, even if she's all drunk for a long time (yes, I do not drink at all), but I just stay by myself and I'm still fun, because I absolutely do not need dope good mood.
Much more important is not an adolescent, creating only an appearance of growing up, but growing up morally, inner. The way to it is quite long and personally I have to go for a very, very long time. I feel like a child, I'm still about fourteen years old, no more. The same naive, with stupid thoughts and air locks in my head. But I know those people who are beyond their years of judgment and wisdom, those who see the world quite differently. Behind them, however, there is a desire to drag on, they really inspire and you just want to listen to them, listen to everything they think about. And some of them are younger than me. It is amazing.
So it turns out that the numbers do not mean anything when we are dealing with "older people". The only thing that I want to say, finishing my idea - everyone in their own way feels the time when he grows up, and do not rush him. Probably, it is better just to continue to develop and not stay in place until life passes by, because self-improvement is also the way to consciously growing up.
Well, as I always wait for you for tea, my dear.
Come and talk.
