Hmm you have a point there. I think it depends on what it is you are doing.
Don't get so hung up on the number 🙂, the sentiment is keep trying because even if you are talented at something you usually have to practice to develop that skill so don't expect yourself to be perfect right away sort of thing.
That's good to hear about your anger. I have a lot less now too but I didn't punch things, I cried. 🦀