During all these loops you sometimes meet several people who are generous enough to guide you and enlighten your path but nothing happens as the urge is very powerful to make you blind enough to stay in the loop.
Also there is an inner voice inside you which tries to guide you on the correct path but its voice diminishes and gets lost and only the loop prevails.
One day you are just tired of all these repetitions and you stop for a while for the good. This may be the point where you realise that what you are looking for IS INSIDE YOU YOURSELF AND YOU CANNOT FIND IT IN SOME PERSON, SUBSTANCE, HABIT, ETC. Or this may be the starting of a new loop. This stop is an enlightenment which is momentarily if faced with courage gives you the correct path, if faced with fear puts you again into the existential or one of the pre-existential loops.
IT’S A DELIGHT TO EXPERIENCE THE WRITTEN-ABOVE AND AS I STATED FOR MYSELF THAT IT MUST HAPPEN. MAKES LIFE INTERESTING BUT DOES NOT MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO THE WORLD. IT IS DUTY OF EVERYONE BORN ON THIS PLANET TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO THE WORLD AND MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE. THE ABOVE DISCUSSED WHICH I CONSIDER A DELIGHT FOR MYSELF IS SELFISHNESS.
