I can find some of Ellsworth's books here, in The Netherlands, but unfortunately 'Capacity' isn't one of those.

To be honest, I'm not necessarily looking to up my art skills - for now looking at work of people like you will suffice - but I'm thankful for all the info that you provide.

Also, I would never have thought I'd become a follower of erotic art but yours is awesome :>)

Listening to those podcasts sounds cool though!

For now, I will focus on writing whenever I can and I'll let others ( my twin sister for starters ) do the drawing.

By the way, I used to draw daily as a kid ( although I also wrote stories all the time ) but around my 15th or so my focus turned to film, then film making and writing. I stopped filmmaking a little over a year ago and now mainly focus on writing.

Anyhow, I am glad we crossed paths and am looking forward to following the rest of your creative journey.

P.S. I wish for you ( and me and many others on here ) that Hive will go to a dollar or 2 - possibly even this year - so we can stop struggling a little less and actually thrive while staying creative :>)