I recognize so much of this!

Interesting enough, in my case, it has literally led to me living alone most of my adult life. I know that, even if I would come to live with someone else, once again, I would always need my own ( sacred ) space and, at times my 'walkabout'.

P.S. I just see this is a Ladie of Hive question but I'm sure you don't mind me answering, I got a lot of feminine energy inside of me, after all ;<)

Big big hug!