I appreciate this thoughtful comment of yours a lot.

It sure helps to have a twin sister and loads of like minded people around. I wonder if I would have taken the vaccine, if I were still living in The Netherlands, in a city. It wouldn't feel much better though.

I would love to hear more about your dilemma of visiting your father and going back to the Netherlands. I am in a similar situation but to the USA and I have been for months now not knowing what to do. I really do not want to take the vaccine neither I want to never see my loved ones.

It's a huge dilemma and I didn't realize you had family outside of Portugal ( and even Europe ) yourself.

Looking forward to your invitation/ meeting up in the near future. If you'd like to chat beforehand, feel free to let me know. Are you, by any chance on Discord? This is my username on there: VincentNijman ZENsitivosaurus#5870

Your hugs were well received. In return, I am sending you a ( not so ) long distance hug full of helpful vibes :<)