Hey there buddy,

Just found this post and hope you managed to enjoy your trip anyway. I think it is exactly what you needed. A break.
I have been writing daily for over two weeks now and this time not just blogging or filmmaking but my first novel. More on that on my blog ( plan to post an update tonight ). I will be in Coimbra the next three days to meet up with some other writers, do a lot of writing and relax.

Keep it up and don't be so hard on yourself. It will all work out in the end. Just accept the way things go and try to enjoy the contrast. I'm sure you will come out stronger.

Um abraco,

Vincent