That's an interesting paradox but I get. I am doing pretty well these days but I just can't get myself to focus on my book writing. Art is great therapy, so perhaps it counters our state of mind, at times. Also, I believe many of the greatest artists went through a lot of suffering. I have suffered and struggled loads myself but I'm still happier, in a way, with the dino writing / dinoverse that I started a year and a half ago but, nevertheless, I totally get your point. I don't necessarily believe that my art is better nowadays. It just comes from a happier place.