You should come hang out in the Natural Medicine / Mindful Life discord. I feel there's many people there who can relate to you. In fact, as a fellow ( hypersensitive ) creative, perfectionist - trying not to be a perfecitionist - I can relate a lot to all this.

But I get it, you're probably an introvert too and time...

P.S. For a moment I thought you slept 6 days per week, then I re-read the sentence.

Best of luck with your creative endeavours and yeah, I could sure use more of a routine myself but I keep losing it as soon as I step outside of my house to spend time with others.

A hug from Portugal,

Vincent