There's a lot of truth in your words and I can relate to most of it. I am also working on being the best version of me that I can be, knowing that it will bring me closer to attracting someone who is right for me. I also believe that two broken people can never be in a healthy and happy relationship. And talking about holding a grudge, a grudge is like poison, it hurts yourself even more than the one you're angry at. I don't hold grudges any longer.

Big hug!