I went through a similar experience to yourself. I don't think my account was valued as much as yours. I bet big on @splinterlands and had my portfolio wrecked. Despite all of this, I don't want to sell any of the NFTs I have. I do plan to sell a large portion of my SPS stake as the prices go up. I do not have the funds to get more Node Licenses at this point. I wish you Best of Luck!