You are holding and staking which you earned from the POB community only, so there is no loss on it. Moreover you should be thankful of POB community. Do you really think you had earned that amount on Hive or other community. Also while posting at POB one also earns Hive and other community tokens, is that not enough?? Don't worry about POB future or market price much, it's just starting, build your Investment Portfolio, think Big and Be a Pro Staker. Also you are just 19 year old kid dear, don't worry much on finances now, focus on learning, develope some good skills, also focus on your studies too. Are in College? Try to learn something new and focus on becoming a good content creator and find new interests fro you. I hope you get what I am trying to advice you. I passed through your age and understand what you feel, I did the same mistake in 2017 on Steemit., the rewards are exciting part but consider them as a community token and never took it for granted.