Today is the day that the Sundance season officially kicks into gear. Of course, when you are a sundancer if never stops. But, we will meet together as a family and practice our dancing. Talk about the coming times, and the ways that sundancing will continue to enrich our lives. So, I'm excited to see everyone out on the farm.
It's a long drive, but this year I'm lucky. Normally I go to the meetings with my one friend. He has been suffering alot, and our friendship has grown thin. He has chosen a path that is not of my choice, but I wouldn't want to change it. We all choose our own direction in life, and I'm not of the mind to decide whether it is right or wrong. Even if I know it is not the life I would choose for myself.
The Sundance has helped me in my life to bring healing, and some resolve to the ways I was living. It's helped me to find comfort in the places I want to be in my life. And put some of those urges to up and go at ease. Since I started three years ago, I quit drinking, smoking herb, and living such a flamboyant lifestyle. And it's been good to me.
It's a great way for me to reset, and rewind. Cleanse my heart, mind, and spirit. And gives me a chance to spend time with my ancestors. The ones who I hold dear in my heart. The door opens, and I'm able to hold hands with my grand father, my auntie, and the dear friends I have lost in this world. They live on in spirit, and this is my chance to dance with them.
Such a wonderful blessed life! I wouldn't change it for the world!
