Thus, what matters is not that we change the world, but that we change our world.

That's what I've sometimes thought, saying, well, maybe I'm not very big and I can't change the world, but maybe I can change my world, or maybe not, maybe I'm too small even for that, but then I can change myself, and I can become big, and then I can change my world, and perhaps, if I try even harder, I can change the world, although perhaps I don't want it after all, perhaps we are in this world, not to change it, but to change ourselves.

Since I wrote in Steem and later in Hive, maybe I have changed something in some other people, and I would be glad about it, but what has changed the most has been myself, and to a large extent it has become less important to change others, or to be relevant to other people, to focus more on myself. And don't get me wrong, other people matter, I don't want to be writing and no one else is reading, but they really are not the focus, it is not the priority number one, what is in that position is, as I see it, my personal growth, "my satisfaction" in your own words.

In the end, I think that it is not good to define yourself in correlation to other people, I think that the best thing is to always focus on yourself and find a reason in ourselves, a purpose, to do what we do. Otherwise we will be destined to fall into the void and nonsense when we are alone.