The news of Oluwa Seun's death struck me so hard and just like every other death news, it's hard to believe or accept.
I stayed still for a while and memories of how we had short but relaxing chats flashed through my mind, I was hurt.
I took a step further to find out what happened and it broke my heart the more, I was sad but the tears wouldn't come.
I took up an RIP post on my whatsapp status and a part of me felt guilty,yes seun and I had relaxing conversations but I never made the first move.
He'd call me sugar fairy and I'd smile for a while wondering why and how but I accepted it all the same.
We had a chance to build a better friendship but we were busy hustling, well all of that would have passed away anyways.
Seun's death hurt me deep down and when the pain comes, something else tries to push it away, you didn't show love while he was alive, why bother now that he's gone.
I've tried to fight those evil thoughts.
When we have people come into our lives we expect them to stay for long, we keep up the little way we can and if unfortunately they go, let's send them forth with the happiness that for at least ones our paths crossed
We lived life but in the end deaths die.
