So it goes.
There's a kind of peace in the Trafalmadorians' way. Maybe a bit too resigned, but peace nonetheless. I hope you will be able to sort your thoughts out, but I think it is best not to force it. Sometimes thoughts are like turbulent waters, only time can calm them.
And now I wanna read more Vonnegut...
RE: Episode 3: The Super Crazy Secret Cult Journal, That I Keep: THE TRAFALMADORIANS