I have loved giving gifts to those around me since childhood. In kindergarten, they were toys; later on, other things. I simply enjoyed doing it. After turning thirty, I realized that our actions likely shape our future. And when I continued giving those around me what they needed, I did so consciously.

As for "hell" and "heaven," it is possible that consciousness in another dimension follows its own train of thought—much like in dreams. These thoughts and images are drawn from one's experience of material life; thus, one attracts what corresponds to the way one lived. Like attracts like.