It seems I've been neglecting my account here. My goal was to post most days in the week but it's been a few weeks since my last post. I guess what happens is that I get this grand layout of a goal I want to achieve and I start out good but then I fall down into the abyss of my depression. It's hard to maintain responsibilities when you're constantly sinking down. I think because of this I've become victim to losing my passion.
I think that I need to find a proper direction in life and work on heading that way.. the problem is everything else that I might see could be a potential blockade or a doubt missile for me. The things I do know I want to do as of late are learning to crochet, get back into therapy, learn a skill or two so I can work from home online.
Then there's what I want in terms of relationships. I have my loving husband but as I've mentioned before we are poly. So I am wanting to find another partner who will bring out my passion. Having someone like that who inspires me would be amazing. I also would love a partner who wants to travel the world. It's one of my dreams that I've pretty much given up on.. but I still think about it.
Anyways that's all for now.. I'll try and update again soon. Thanks for reading!
