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As the clock struck midnight, the letter in my hands began to glow giving a bright light on my face. And just then, I felt a sense of peace washed over me like a calming balm on an aching wound.
Lisa had dragged me the morning before to a mysterious event, where a shaman and psychologist would guide me through the healing process of the dilemma of pain and hurt. I was skeptical at first, but then the agony has worn me down for years which have left me moody and restless for so long.
The atmosphere was heavy with Longing and the air thick with some sought of energy. Looking round the room looks like a shirin, dimly lit and quiet. " Lisa, are you sure we are in the right place? I whispered my voice barely audible. " She nodded and said relax eve.
Just then our host a woman with a calm aura began to speak her voice blazing through the speakers. Talked about the burden that comes with pain and hurt. Her words, were both poetic and sharp cutting through me. The room felt cold at that moment.
She spoke at length and handed each of us a blank sheet of paper and asked we confront the source of our pain.
I hesitated at first,but a strange force inspired me to write and i did. So i wrote a letter to my young self.
" Dear self",
I know you're hurting. The painand shame feel overwhelming like a never ending storm. But know this " time will heal the wounds, and lift the burden of guilt. You're strong, resilient and what happened was never your fault. You don't have to blame yourself for it. You're the bravest 18yrs old i have met. You will be fine.
I signed it with love ,
From your adult self".
The shaman's instructions echoed in my mind, at midnight the answer will come.
As the clock ticked away i couldn't shake off the feeling that something was actually developing within. Would this really unlock the chains of pain i have carried for so long.馃馃槥
Midnight came and it did i feel lighter than i have ever been in ages.
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