It was raining so hard, I was still confused in the campus. If it's like this how can I go home? I muttered to myself with a sigh. And I want to hurry home to watch my favorite Korean drama.
"The rain is getting bigger right?" Suddenly I was startled by a voice coming from beside me.
"Ooh, yes," I replied half surprised. It turns out he's Fery, my classmate on campus.
"You're also waiting for the rain to stop?" I added.
"Yeah, there's no way I'm going home under a heavy rain and without an umbrella." Fery replied. I nodded affirmatively.
Me and Fery even though we are one campus even sitting in the same class, but we are not very familiar. Let's not be familiar, just chatting just never, just smiling and speaking a word or two, even if there is a need.
Slowly but surely the rain had finally subsided too, did not feel it was about thirty minutes me and Fery silent pensive waiting for the rain to stop.
"Mi, I came home first." Fery's voice woke me out of my reverie.
"Yes, be careful on the road." I replied briefly.
Fery went away from me. Shortly after Fery left, I left.

It's been a year since that time, I always thought of Fery's figure. Fery my classmate who is indifferent and not talkative but so charismatic. Could I fall in love with him? Aahhh, maybe just like it. But why can I keep a feeling for her? So many questions in my head.
"Woooyyyyy !!!" Fita woke me out of my daydream, I was startled.
"Ngagetin aja".
"What do you think?" Fita asked.
"Ga think nothing." I replied nonchalantly.
"Asmi, you already know about Foss's gossip?".
"Gossip what?" I asked curiously.
Fita talked excitedly. "Yeah lousy you Mi, okay I told you well. So gini Mi Fery it turns out our same senior dating. Do you know Elfira? The chairman of HIMA is Mi Mi, you know? Well Fery tuh dating him ".
Fita's words seemed to stop my heartbeat. Do not know why my heart is broken, it hurts. As if ringing in my head is no longer hope for you Asmi, I can not believe that I heard from Fita.
"Where do you hear it? Of whom? Are they really going out? "I asked Fita with a half-shocked question.
"Really Mi, seriously. Yesterday I saw them both, really happy. Anyway well Mi kids on campus also already know. They tuh invented long ago but backstreet so, well now they nunjukin if they are dating. You know yourself in Elfira's fifth semester and Fery's in the third semester. Maybe it's so they're backstreet but now they're open. "
Fita explained it to me. "I do not think so. What do you think Mi looks like? Hmm, the boys are going out with older girls. "He added with a light laugh.
I ignored Fita's words. I'm silent a thousand languages, it's Fita's story just now difficult to accept. Without the word I left Fita alone. The scream of Fita who was chanting my name ignored me. I left with a cry in my heart.
I walked out of campus. Drops of rain wet my body, as if the sky was sad to see me. Along with the raindrops of tears my tears began to hatch wetting my cheeks. I do not care if my body is soaked, I love to rain down so nobody knows that under this rain I'm crying. I can not control myself. Over and over I asked my heart. Why should it be like this? Why be so sad? I do not want to be like this.
When it rains like this goes casually. Come on follow me. We take shelter there! "Someone withdrew my hand, I did not respond to his words. I followed her steps.
He took me to a shelter outside a college cafeteria. For a moment I did not respond to the person, until the man offered me to sit in one of the seats provided by the canteen.
"Let's sit down!" He said.
"Thank you." Only that word came out of my mouth.
The situation was quiet again, just a splash of rain water that sounded. The man began to break the silence between the two of us.
"You usually wait for the rain to stop, but why did it rain?"
"It is okay. I'm in a hurry so I'm raining-rain. "I replied
"If in a hurry why the road is as relaxed as that. Especially in the rain? "He asked again to me.
I looked at it, it felt like my tears wanted to fall back. As much as I can hold it. I must be able to control myself, do not let this person know my feelings right now, do not let this person in front of me know that I put heart to him. Do not let Fery know that my heart was destroyed by the news about him with Elfira.
"Sorry, I have to go." I replied as I left Fery.
I think I'm too lazy to go to college. I do not want to see Fery. Seeing him tortured me, seeing him make me feel uncertain. Really I'm lazy to go to college but it seems like the demands of today's quiz overcame my laziness.
Whatever God's plan was, He met me with Fery on the way when I was about to go to college. God, I really do not want to see him.
"Hi .." Fery greeted me
I just nodded, did not return his greeting. I accelerated my footsteps but unfortunately he also did the same thing with me, speeding up his footsteps.
"Please go ahead!" My greeting with a little annoyance.
"Why? You are ashamed of me. Emmhh or some angry yah? "
I paused, now Fery moved the position that was beside me right now in front of me.
"Asmi, answer dong?"
"Please do not act like this!"
Fery is a little dumb with my words. I went on with my word again.
"Fery please listen carefully. Stop acting like this. Please stop being familiar. I do not like you as a close friend. You're not that kind of person right? Be yourself first. The ignorant and ga nanya lot. You guys like that Fery. Our three semesters are in the same class and during that time you have never been like this. You clearly understand what I mean Fery. "I left her.
"Wait Asmi." Fery pulled my hand away.
"Asmi, I just want to improve things. I do not think it's a good thing. We used to ignore each other and I tried to fix it. It is reasonable to adhere to me. We're classmates and it's impossible to behave as if we do not know each other. "
Fery is right. But if he behaves like that, I'm tormented. It's better that he does not get along with me. It will be better for me.
"Or do you hate me asmi Asmi?" Fery asked
"Elfira sister your boyfriend?" I asked back
"Yes." Fery replied with an almost expressionless face
"I like you Fery." The words were so clear out of my mouth. God what have I just said?
"What? Likes. Serious Asmi? "
I stuttered, my mouth could not say anything. To deny me I can not. Well this is my nature. I am sometimes upset, why every nervous I can not say anything. I should be able to deny it or lie to say something.
It's been a week since I went to college, I'm too embarrassed to see Fery. I do not know how many texts and unanswered calls from my friends, especially from Fita, asking why I did not go to college without any news.
My handphone vibrates the incoming SMS alert. I open it to see the contents of the sms. From an unnamed number in my contact. I started reading the contents of his SMS.
Asmi ..
Tomorrow we meet yah at 5 pm
In the park near your house
Fery
A little disbelief I read the SMS. I imagine Fery's figure with a sweet face. I can imagine how embarrassed I am if tomorrow to meet him. I hesitate to come to him.
With a hesitate step I headed to the park. There was a man sitting around the garden, from behind me recognizing him. I discontinued my intention and wanted to go back home but my heart told me to meet him.
"Wait a minute?"
"Hi Asmi, you came too. I have not been long. Come sit down. "
"I know what we're talking about today Fery."
"At that time, what did you say seriously?"
I was silent for a long time. Do I have to be honest about my feelings or just say it's a joke. The rain woke me out of my daydream. Me and Fery ran out of the park for shelter. We take shelter in small roadside stalls.

I was reminded of the past. As my feelings begin to grow for this man next to me. It used to be like this. When it rains heavily. I'll tell you everything Fery even though I know my love is just a hand clap.
"When it rains, he brings love to me Fery. Splashing rain is my love dance Fery. Heavy rains back then ... From that moment on I like you, love a girl to the opposite sex. The desire to be loved, the desire to have, the sense of wanting to be together. All those flavors are for you. You do not need to think too much about my feelings. I just wanted to say it. no more. I also know there is another girl who has leaned in your heart. "
The phone rang, Fery took the phone in his pocket. I do not really pay attention to Fery's conversation with the voice of the person on his handphone.
"My cousin's sister asked to be accompanied shopping. His name is Elfira, he's a campus with us, fifth semester ". Fery explained with a smile on his cheek at me.
"This is a very beautiful rain Asmi."
"So…"
I did not have time to continue my words, Fery's lips had been sticking sweetly on my lips.
"You know Asmi, lucky I was given this feeling by you. I feel the same way with you. I like Asmi rain, know why? Because rain is your feeling. "
