My condition is genetic that being said I know very well what triggered that gene to switch on, it was the death of a friend that made me slam the door on what some people call God . I was so angry I pretty much cut myself from the source and lost my very strong beliefs that had kept me alive since childhood. While in the last few years I have opened that door a small bit it just is not as it was and might never be . but yeah it is birthed from all that . As for going raw I just can't afford it plus most fruit these days lands me dangerous territory although I am aware that juice fasting can be super good for you. I wil look into the book though lol can't hurt right ;)