I was basically training since 17yo till 23yo, then after covid started I panicked, got scared and anxious and started drinking beers. Since then I've been drinking everyday (now im 26yo so thats 3 years of drinking). 2 days ago I decided to stop drinking and go back to healthy lifestyle, but my health is fucked. My liver is destroyed and I have all the side effects of alcohol withdrawal. Probably gonna take a while since I get my health back. Fuck alcohol man. 23 years sober, then suddenly I became alcohol addict, and now I need to fight this. Gonna be a tough road, and even I'm not sure If I can keep up with being sober, but I'm gonna fight for it. If I give up now then I will have no future.