Nice man! I'm happy that u caught up. Ahhhh man you missing a lot, to be honest this story with shade on ship is my favorite in whole game, its just the best, I've cried a lot, however u get more details on it in second playthrough, first playthrough you just fight the boss without many emotions. But yea its sad that u can't play this part of a game, maybe its only in Replicant (Remaster) ? I don't know.