How would you describe the feeling of "emptiness"?

Often I am alone with nobody to share my thoughts, emotions, and talent with.
Yes there is the online thing, with communication from profile faces I don't really know. Though we share through writings, pictures, or videos; saying "ahhh I agrees" and " I get yous" maybe even a comment or to in response to how somebody may be able to relate through their past experiences, but the truth lays dormant that I am alone physically. Not much interaction face to face have I.

This loneliness is captured fully in my mind when I wake up. As the day grows, most times I can alleviate such emotional lingering of depression un-hopes. Don't I know it ead on from the sadness of not having that click of longtime friends. Constant moving around I realize my be the reason for these tears that fall from eye to napkin.

I dare to dream of things getting better, and waking to prosperous things working out for once. Sometime this dream is a reality and I take 10 steps forward which actually take work and lots of effort. Then it seems that for every other time this happens that in a few days the gods will laugh at me and through something in my way that I have to fall dawn again to where I began. This to me I call re-re-re-starting, from the re-re-re-re beginning.

How many beginnings to I have to turn over to get something accomplished? Like my business, my writing even, or even where I get to live at night.