There's something more geopolitical on the Portuguese side of things. Like their spoken word deviates quickly into something Dutch, or Boer. Notorious beaches and raw sewage. Nothing but intrigue.
On the Hispanic side of things, far less black. Overconfident. If I had a manufacturing background, I would be eating their lunch. That whole paranoia, Are they talking about me? ESL that's my Hispanic abbreviation. I only have two jobs, both ESL. Maybe I put too many eggs in one basket.
A lot riding on ESL, at this moment. I keep thinking Aztecs, Mayans cannibalism. People not afraid to eat you. People not strange to human sacrifice. Definitely get a sense of, What the Fuck did you say? When they don't hang you out to dry. Anyway that's it for now. Keeping my mouth shut, waiting it out. Until I get that, you got this, feeling back.
