Hi @devi1714 I'm very sorry to hear that you are going through these challenges. I have been where you are and know the stress of struggling to survive. I also know how much you love living in Korea and hope you will find a way to live out your dreams. I have missed your blogs and know that you have a passion and a talent for them and I hope that your situation improves dramatically but your studies and scholarship are a priority for the time being. It is hard to see the wood for the trees when you are overwhelmed with stress but eventually circumstances do change. Sometime what we see as stumbling blocks can often turn out to be stepping stones which lead us in other directions which prove to be positive in their outcome. Things will not always be this difficult. I wish I was in a better position to support you financially and want you to know I am thinking of you.......and missing you. All the very best my kiwi Bro!