sorry for the shit I gave you, I'm in a bad place, I do want to kill myself, I hope you are ok, I send love to you and your grandma, sorry man

my life is shit and I have been hoping that one day I might just not wake up to it....

none of the shit I have been writing is afek, well obviously I take back that you are a piece of shit, przepraszam

I know this won't make it but I hope you no know that you have been dealing with a very fucked person in a very bad spot....