Traveling motivates, when traveling you overestimate everything that you have because of the constant, never-ending experience that you have been waiting for and that you are now so eagerly swallowing, trying to eat it all. But no. You are infinitely miserable in these attempts, and at the end of it, another (bad) trip begins to beckon you again and again. Flywheel started. Bets are placed, there are no more bets. And you are waiting for when you will plunge into this existence, when you will again be so eager to experience an emotional orgasm.
St. Vitus Cathedral
St. Francis Of Assisi Church
But it usually works the other way around as well. The impossibility of avoiding the end dictates the result to you, and in this case, this is another meeting with the reality from which you set off, a meeting with ignorance and stupidity. Everything that we “value” so much is exposed in contrast and appears before you in full growth, the growth for which you were clearly not ready. And all that you can oppose to this is only your desire, to experience that pure emotion, the emotion here and now, the emotion of complete immersion in the situation in which you want to stay and observe exclusively.
The carelessness with which I treat today's opportunities and potential disappears as soon as you get into a zero situation that guarantees making mistakes. Hurry to zero situation, hurry to make mistakes.
Prašná brána
Lviv Opera Theatre
All photos are original and taken by me
