I tend to be skeptical of myself in this respect. Am I trying to fit a type? Or, am I picking the type I want to be? And, am I always like this?

But, in terms of finding oneself, there is a feeling of unease as the realization starts to build. Going away from the daily grind seems to give you the mental space to come to terms with becoming a new person. I think we necessarily go through different phases of our lives in the way that artists go through phases with their work.