I'm most likely too dumb to understand your style. Like I'm not sure if it's 100% art of if there is a useful takeaway to be had, maybe if I had followed your journey I'd have a clue of what you're trying to get at. I see just enough hint of logic not to be pure selfish ramblings, annoying as fuck.
I'm sure I can sound like that at times, maybe we'll connect one day.