I can't write six today; I forgot how to write. I couldn't write number six during a meeting with my boss today. Ironically, that's true. Six people were sitting around the meeting table in an air-conditioned room. I was rocking in my chair and trying to concentrate on my moving pen on the sheet of paper in front of me. I knew I should have eye contact with the person sitting right next to the table, but I couldn't—what a bad situation. I was making lines or curves on my notes!
What's going on with my brain? It has a circle, doesn't it? My brain is certainly not a balloon. Why does it look like the beginning of a letter to me? Am I writing six? Or fourteen. Suddenly my boss noticed that my pen had stopped moving, and I was looking at my paper as if it were the enemy because it had become the enemy.
In the dining room, my colleagues discussed the movies they had recently seen. I was quietly eating my jelly sandwich. But I was silently listening to whether they were discussing any specific film. But they suddenly stopped. Then I asked directly, have you seen the movie Pursuit of Happiness?
They can reply something like, "I can tell you how I can fill my memory gap; I don't watch movies too much. Because, as I said before, I don't remember any specific dialogue in any film. No matter what you tell me, I will tell you that I do not watch this movie. Or, sometimes I'll change with it; I can't sit for long watching the whole movie." And the moment I get confused, I move to another room. Then they look at me impatiently and ask me if I will watch the movie with them. I deny it; I'm not sure they will criticize me, but I don't like them.
I'm here; I can't remember exactly what I was writing about. I need to keep notes. I have a note application for notes on my phone. It helps me to save my notes. I send texts myself and take pictures of things I remember. I type all my usernames and passwords. Why do we need so many usernames and passwords these days? Who can remember all this? All this is stored in my notes. But if I forget to remember my note, I send my wife a copy of my note. she immediately text me, "What are these?" I send a smile emoji and a heart emoji".
