Life is about making a big decision, deciding what you want to be in the future. But let's face it, if we make the wrong decision, you will never know if it was wrong, but you will know if you made the right decision. You will be stuck in the same predicament for the rest of your life. I have a many careers in mind. I dreamed of becoming a professional developer and then working for a software company. I even want to be a lawyer so I can argue with others. Choosing a career in life and sticking to it is pretty tricky.
I want to go to the capital for my career, but I'm not sure if this is the right decision. There is a lot between me and my career: my parents, my relationships, confidence, money, and even my friendships. If I leave here, my relationship with my lover will be closer, but the distance from my parents and friends will increase. I feel guilty when I have a better life than others, especially when my life is better than my friends and family. But at the same time, when I leave, I will earn money and send them a few parts of it every month.
If I become a skilled lawyer, I can make many of my dreams come true. I can adequately protect the prey and help my parents get what they need. But it will be difficult for me because I feel hesitant to talk to people, which is the main obstacle to becoming a lawyer. On the other hand, if I work for a professional developer or a software company, my life will be the busiest, and my dreams will be fulfilled effortlessly. I prefer things that I feel good about, but I have to be financially savvy. When I make my big decision, I have to keep in mind that there is no second chance to make the decision relatively right.
Know some things, think some things. You will not have a second chance to be you; you are what you are now. It's extra stress to think about; it's a stress that I like, that will help me be who I am. I like it because it will help me make the right decision. It's not normal to be fun or easy, but this is life, and this is to be accepted. We all choose things, decide, and get a chance to survive, even a second or third chance. Therefore, it may be the decision that determines whether I will survive or not. There is a vast difference between surviving and dying. I want to live.
