I'm not in a good mood at the moment, so please don't expect anything pleasant from me because I can't imagine anything satisfying at the moment. Life sometimes mistreats us.
When all the troubles, sorrows, difficulties, problems find their way to you and make the only destination. And then you don't have to go anywhere. You are stuck there, surrounded by all the misfortunes that will make your life worse than hell. You are already broken inside.
You want to get rid of all these things, but life does not make you happy. When everyone turns against you, and you stand helpless in the midst of all this, keep looking for the light of hope, but it is nowhere to be seen.
I woke up depressed, waking up with depression dirty. However, soap and long-term showers do not cure it. Depression grips me like the skin of a dry snake and makes me suffocate and kill. But rubbing here does not want to leave the shell of depression. It wants to hang out and slowly make everything stinky and ugly.
No vaccine can cure depression. However, some pills allow protection, and they cause depression from depression. But like a bulletproof vest, pills only protect your vital organs. Sometimes they do everything to protect you from serious head injuries.
I was sitting on a bench in Green Park, looking up at the sky. The sky was cloudless, the glorious blue seen floating on the vast ocean. Scattered along the seashore, I have anchors in front of me. Avoid the boat, and the seabirds are flying in the sky.
It was a typical August day. Seasonally it seems to be winter, though. So really, it was a cool dry-season day. It was a perfect day for most people. It made me feel worse—the heat of the scorching sun, which was unbearable for me. I decided I had to go to a shelter. Where I can protect my skin from this heat. So I was getting ready to go back to my car; I had to walk another 50 meters. I sat in my car without waiting any longer.
