Though no one can go back and start an entirely new beginning, anyone can start now and end anew. So who cares about this bull*hit?
I made my decision. I'm going to commit suicide. I'm going to take my life; no one can stop me. I don't have the energy to start anew but to end anew. The man was walking barefoot. He can see the railroad. Whatever was good in his life, who loved him and whom he loved; Everything; Everything was gone. Some died, some cheated. He looked like hell, growing beard, uncombed hair, and stinky clothes. This is not a function for which he should look good. After all, a person wants to present himself in a good way for society, but what makes sense to look good for them when society becomes ugly.
His daughter had cancer. Only God can save her who is not by her side. His business is ruined, and friend lost its meaning. The rational woman has no reason to be with him. She lives in the United States with her father. Yes! Someone was there to show something that you called sympathy. But it is much better to survive your grief alone than to be surrounded by talking mannequins. He was sick of the phrase 'I understand.'
He reached the railway track. He looked at his watch. There is a distance of 10 minutes between him and his death on the time track. He wonders what can be done in these ten minutes. He can sleep across the track, wait for the train, or run to the train. He chose the second option. If I run away from life, then why don't I embrace death with pride. Yes! I'm tired of surviving, but I want to run for the last time. The final run for death, not for life. A run that will be rewarded by the end. He started running, running without shoes.
The train whistle blew. 'Dad, I love you; he looked back. There was no one. "Dad, I love you" He looked back again; there was no one.
"Dad, I'm here in your heart. This is where I live. This is the place where no one can tell me to leave. I'm still alive in this place. But if you die today, I'll die too. Dad, I don't want to die again. no, not at this time. "Suddenly, everything gets changed. He wants to live; he wants to live for his daughter. He saw her die in front of her, and now he can't let her go again.
Yes! No one can indeed go back and start anew, but anyone can start now and end anew.
