This is a topic that I have been wanting to talk about for a long time, recently I've just realized how much I've changed. I used to be emphatic, emotional and caring. I really love all the people around me, if you were my friend no matter how close or casual we are, I will go down for you. I used to be this guy. I used to be selfless and vulnerable.
But, things have changed. I've realized how selfish I have become lately, I've started focusing more on myself and my future. I'm now focusing all of my energy to grinding out the younger and better part of my life for a better future for me and my family. I've started to cut out people in my life that is not contributing to the betterment of my life. Like I said, I'am now becoming more selfish and less vulnerable.
And I have to say, I feel free and liberated. But lately I have also realized that I'm becoming this emotionless robot that just grinds day-in and day-out. I just feel that by trying to be more emotionally stable that I'am becoming more vulnerable.
Thanks for reading and much love!
Oliver
