I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't GET IT!!
I am absolutely sick of my predicament. I'm currently stuck in limbo land.
I am on long term sick from work and I don't know what to do.
I was overworked and my boss treated me pretty badly, so badly I ended up with anxiety and depression from the stress.
People say it's a shame that I am not a member of a union or something...
But it's ridiculous! I just think the whole thing is an absolute farce!
Why should I have to fight in order to be treated with respect in a basic admin job?
I just want to exchange my time and labor for a reliable pay check, ffs, but I appear to be asking too much...
I'm not a bad employee, I am punctual, helpful and my colleagues like me as a person.
I feel bad about not being in work to help the colleagues I do actually like... but I'm just not well enough right now.
I'm trying to look for a new job but it's hard with all the anxiety and depression getting in the way.
Oh, and existential crisis bonus points cause I don't even know why I have to go through all this...
I am single, I have no dependents, I don't care for materialistic trappings.
Why am I torturing myself just to make money in order to survive and prolong my torture?
So that I can retire when I am too old to enjoy my life?
If someone could please provide me with an epiphany, I would be most appreciative.