I truly don't understand how this is even allowed. Oh yeah… it's easier to tell people they're depressed or have anxiety… but like you said… people know if it's anxiety or something else. If you were never diagnosed with a specific disease, who told you you have an autoimmune disease? I mean… I also knew long before my doctors did what's wrong with me, even when they told me it's just some virus, but over time, they finally gave me the same diagnosis. That's why I also moved to Austria because the treatment here is better, and they truly care for their patients… I know you don't want to sound morbid, and I’m not the person to tell you that you can't think so, because I was down for a long time… so the only thing I can say is… fight… or even move away… the system isn't worth risking your life… they don't care, but the people around you do!